Stress !

i've been in a funk since monday. It all started in global when a girl in my class told me she got picked to be on the national honors society. All of a sudden my jaw dropped because i'm smarter then she is , i don't mean to sound conceited because i'm no where near it but i just think that i should have been on there . My have like a 85 average but apparently your supposed to have a 90 average . Now i'm down in the dumps because i'll have to wait all next year to try and get in. I'm pretty much beating myself up because i work extremely hard i feel they should bend the rules a little for people who they know have potential to get to a 90 average and it pisses me off because some of the people who got picked don't even really want to be on it.